On a Serious tip in ‘09

All right enough tom foolery, enough poppycock. Enough tiddlywinks for one eve. No more balderdash, no cockamamie lies nor half baked stories about Islands with Volcano’s that spew cold beer.

Life is pretty banal, I would say almost boring here in Denver Colorado, circa 2009. I do feel as though I am in transition. My writing transcends the boredom-that’s the power of the imagination and writing. It can be combined to overcome the pure banality of existence.

I like the idea of a desert Island with a large Pagan statue with a human face. To me that represents man’s anthropomorphic quest for enlightenment. I took a stab at figuring it all out but put that one on hold.

Work is steady but can be boring. At the same time i can get swept away and end up working 60 hours on some project if I am not careful what I sign up for. Than again that’s the Property Biz.

I prefer to spend my spare time dreaming about living on an imaginary Island where I am the king stud. It is now my dream to merge that dream with my reality. Maybe we can meet in the middle? Everyday the Future Vanishes in front of my eyes. Gravity is indeed heavy and we are always falling-lest we forget how to get up.

Know I am interested in the esoteric Chinese art called Chin Na. It is simultaneously a method of attacking and healing. I love these strange self-contained systems of pure dichotomy. It is a necessary progression to which I have struck a strange path which has led down many weird avenues. I feel immersed in guilt and social awkwardness but my quest for enlightenment remains in front of me. When we see the old avenues as suddenly new, the old places as new and suddenly vibrant; we re-invent ourselves and slip into the void of cosmic change-a sort of Tao-ist uber-reality. It is through that marshy swamp I am now wading….it is opposition-the Yin/Yang which is foundational to a new understanding.